HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE IDAYU!

Nur Idayu. It's been really a long time seen we've last met =)
Birthday girl in advance.
i'm kinda cocky. This was the only gift i manage to squeeze in last minute =( Sorry Ayu.
Some how to my suprise, Koh Ching Na was there! Planned another outting ASAP!
Ryuk, no matter what, you can never hate me bcs i'm awesome.
Yeah, the awesome part, i started the cream fight first -.-"

i'm gonna make up for idayu soon. since i manage to spend only 10-15 mins there. Sorry.
HAHAH! Ji's calling me out. This keypad is REALLY nice to type on =)
They're playing with corks.
Camera's batt flat. Can't snap pics for now =(
Oh yeah, i'll be having movie marathon @ Siyings next week & REACH BBQ too ^^,
i can't wait for sleepovers before sch reopens =D
His room is REALLY NICE! Impressed bcs i've never seen a guy maintain his room this clean. The interior of his house too!
i wanna go down & see what kind of fun i can have.

That's my upper tigh. Rub against the rail for the 2.5 km endurance-race.
I have to becareful when i'm wearing my underwear alr. Soap hit the wound, i tend to jerk & give a stupid face expression.
& this is my elbow sides. Abrasion mainly.
it's HUGE ass! it's like the size of my straighten(if possible) middle finger to the end of my palm. Once touched, the pain is OMG.
It's even hard for me to wear a tee! =( i can't change to my pj tonight.
i know i've no muscles, JUST yet ;D Soon, after i do my daily 'toning' in the GYM =D

JUST LOOK AT THE DIFFERENT COLOR SKIN TONE! THIS IS AWEZOME SHIATZ!

Decided to edit a lil of my previous post last para bcs i find it's no use reading it back and feeling the grief & guilt.
but today was really worth it =) I ate junk food like FINALLY!
Okay, unhealthy - feel like puking any sooner. still cant get the use of junk food.
can't wait for alot of things to happen end of this year & end of next year!

i just can't get the grip right.
& i still feel guilty.

Favourite spot in the room.
it contains my PASSION & interest. Everything i owned, it's in there.

Today's dragonboat training was fun for me~ but i have to buck up with my strokes.
My pacing is no longer that strong my strokes are hey-wired.
Abrasions on my upper-tigh, shit pain & my left elbow. All thanks to my strokes & the side.
New rowers were good, we did something-like-enurance-race 2.5 km & 2 smtg smtg km.
my boat "won" twice bcs the boat we're in glides & everyone communicate well! =D
After sea training there's statics training(kinda like land training). We're doing it all under the rain!
Fun, and after it ends, we stayed back, NO UMBRELLA!
Soo we froze to death (well, not literally), shivering in the cold rain.
BUT WHO CARES! I still stayed under the rain, it feels really good. Best timing to go for a mini/long jog.
we ended up staying there for almost 1.5 hours. HAHAHAHAH! i mean seriously, even after we shower & the rain is pouring down like mad, we might as well go off without a shower. Some more, we have to walk a distant to the bus stop.
Finally after the rain settled A LITTLE only, we showered & off to Suntec.
Well, i was kinda moody & sleepy. didn't eat, just drink.
Mrt-ed with Benjy. Thanks for lending me your ears =) That's pretty much the day that made me smile widely, before, during & after training.

REACH Dragons are like my real family. The way it was suppose to be.

i just can't take biasness anymore. sick of being the tramp.
my teenage life can't get any worst & i yet, i won't ask for much either.
it's the way games are being played. but i'll still go against it.
i find that it's hard to respect people who LABELLED you as rude-ass when they are one themselves. & thier fuck worst.
they never care, why should i? i don't care if this family is broken.
bcs it's at alr at it's worst peek & i won't bother helping.
i'd continously tried saving it, & continously did without giving up.
Now all blame is on me, why the crap should i be bothered, this family, no one doesn't seemed to mean alot to me.
i find that i'm being brought up the opposite way that i'm suppose too & i've ntg in common with anyone.
there's NTG called love, passion and family.
oh, & i'm being brought up in an uneven society that it's hard for me to accept since young.
right now, i won't talk with or to anyone. i'm hurt & dead enough.
i've learnt alot & alot it is, blaming it all to myself & no one else.
promises. huh, piece of shit.

Blogger & Facebook is fucking up my time to sleep. I have smtg on tmr!!
i'll be deleting this post and replace it with the proper post =)
quick one.
Thursday - GYMing & (maybe) cycling plus Movies.
Friday - (maybe) OBS outting for what's left.
Saturday - REACH training @ SDBA (no updates/photos)
Sunday - Idayu's Advance birthday @ her house. I miss her =D
Monday - Outting with Nafilah before she leave for Indo.
Tuesday - I'll edit & delete stupid posts to put up PROPER post =P

Comp is gonna be ditched by me soon =)

If only i was E.T. i wouldn't need to worry abt phone bill bursting.
Also, the distant calling, roaming won't be charged. How lucky can aliens be!
Some more, it's an instant call. Just swipe you finger out.
Wanna conference, swipe all your fingers out. Now that's what i call portable & handy.
My body is alr aching all over. I couldn't even get up from my bed & even sit down.
(even my butt hurts!)
NVM, tmr shall release all my tensions =) Be back on Sunday! (i guess)

GYM-ing was fun! I can NEVER be serious during those work-outs.
Though, i'm ready to face my body aches on Wednesday though.
Went out with Gina. It was kindaf a last minute plan uh. So we headed off to Novena & walked around.
Still, imma have fun on Wednesday =)
& then Wednesday is when i start my hardcore outting.
Sentosa on Wednesday with the REACHest =D Cycling on Thursday with Siying!! Sentosa ah-gain on Friday but this time it's with OBS Columbus survivors ;D
Last night, Psy slept in my room. We talked continously, laughing non-stop & have our HTHT.
We've missed alot in the family & WE both know why we've ben behaving in such ways & mixing around with diff people.
Oh-Well, we talked till like 5. She slept straight and i only get my sleep at 6am!
wtfart! Woke up at 0730 am to get ready for GYM session, i noticed i woke up too early.
Neat Work Dian.
Now, i need to find books that fits my interest. Most of them are LOVE stories. I'm sick of it =| Even long songs.

He's THAT adorable!

I re-edit almost everything i can so that i could kill some time before i set off.
Mom went IKEA with dad and bought for me TOWELS! I smiled instantly when i got hold of them!
Seriously can't wait for Next Week to come =) I'm really hyped!!
I hafta find time to get my new phone & at the same time change my number (if mom allowed). Don't ask why, if you intend too.
Oh! I pray that mom & dad would agree to sending me for an art course. I wanna get back to sketchings & paintings.
I've lost my momento' alright =(
Planning to crash in Climb Asia Next Next Week once i'm done relieving myself from all the tensions around me. Oh the MOVIES! Yes, that i shall NEVER forget.
Oh, talking of which, I've not met Nabilah Kassim for ages. I wonder how she's doing.
& also hanging out with my senior Jolyn Lai (where's the sleepover?)
Sometimes, i just can't find my answers in the internet. I should find the PERFECT time to really use it.
I've no idea what other things i wanna kill time for =/

Gah! I'm dead restless. Time to really spend my time well while i'm out the WHOLE week.
I'll be hanging out with Mr.Sun & dating Mr.Breeze!
Heaven.

I'm cutting down on my Carbs. I don't know why but i have the sudden urge to do so.
Everyone's on holiday, when will mine be?
OBS outting should be on REAL soon. REACH's SENTOSA trip would be Next Wednesday!
Awesome!
Oh scissors, alot of people are starting to freak out abt thier hmwks. I'm settled freaking out though alot of them are untouched & unseen.
Shan't think abt sch, bcs even during lesson time, i'll be dreaming like i was during the hols.
What's the use. Screw 'em teachers for screaming at us. Mainly bcs they didn't get thier hols or break yet.
(Or manopause. WORST!)
I'll be mostly on the BEACHES the NEXT WEEK ;D I'm happy.
Well, it's a well deserved break i guess before i have my screws tight back in.
HEH, i barely climb the past 3-4 months. WTFart is happening to me!?!
This is INSANITY!
Wait, I've not been seeing Jolyn Lai that much =| I miss Her!


OH!OH!OH!OH!OH! I won't be looking at my chatbox for sometime. Replying it ALL late xP